New Start #2?

So I have decided to go back to the old WW points system. I think the new program is actually making me GAIN weight. Maybe too many calories for me? I am going back to the very basics. Does anyone have an opinion on the new program vs. the old?

I didnt go to weigh in this weekend because I couldnt bear to face the scale with a gain, AGAIN. Hopefully, in the next few weeks I can get things under control. I know its bad to miss a weigh in because of this, but I knew it would ruin my whole weekend.

Its so strange because I know exactly what my triggers are, yet I have a hard time dodging them. I dont want to have to give up certain things in my life, and I dont think my social life should have to suffer because I am trying to lose weight. I am trying to find my self-control again. When I am in control, I can still be in these situations and stay on track. I did this before and I know I can do it again...